Honestly, I’m at a point in my life where I don’t feel like doing anything.  But I know I have too.  If I don’t I will wither away and die, and then I would be useless to the world.  That is assuming; I am useful to it anyway.  Every morning I wake up and say a little prayer to myself and it goes something like this “God, Please let me step off this sidewalk today and get hit by a bus.”  Through the development my writing I hope my feelings will change.  This book is as much for me as it is for you.  Depressing as it may sound, and while you question whether or not you want to read this blog as morbid as it sounds, I will also tell you every night before I rest my head on my pillow, I give praise to the Lord and tell him, “Thank you for not answering my prayers this morning.”

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